I have nothing to say to the world
Well I’ll be graduating in the next 24 hrs. That’s really it. I don’t have much to say cause there is nothing to say. My life sucks. I’m just about to give up on him and I just don’t care enough about what’s happening in my life to cry. All of may I’ve cried and I’m done. I’m emotionally spent. Without him to share my thoughts and feelings with I’m going back to shoving everything back inside so that is doesn’t take over my life. I can only let it out when I have someone to let out to. Which I don’t so I screwed! I wander what life has in store for me next year… Before school even started I knew I was gonna meet someone I can tell my secrets to. Too bad I let that person go and now since I’ve spent so much time away from him I’m starting to let go. When I’m away from him I’m like I wish I was still with him but when he’s near me im like…what now? He’s there but I’m not caring well at least i don’t think I care. I feel like I should and that I do a little but not like before. All I feel mow really is tension building about me along with this weird sadness that is being pushed down. Gtg bye. :(
Friends are awesome as long as they don’t stab you in the back… Just saying lol
